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Monday, January 5, 2015


How has this journal not been deleted yet?

Saturday, February 4, 2006


I don't want to become one of those kids who has no direction in life. Oh wait, too late. 21 and nowhere. Yup, that's me.

I like how I pop in and out of this journal to update and whine about something. One of these years I'll post something positive, like how I made out with this girl I thought was really hot. Kind of sad when that's the highlight of my day/week/month.

Hello to the one person reading this (if still alive and interested).

Whoa, this entry's longer than expected. It's late, good night, time to log off of AIM (something else I gave up on)

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

3:43AM - Just for you.

Here's an update for you.

Current mood: okay

Sunday, December 5, 2004

1:00AM - Move on

Drinking is fun.

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

11:09PM - Woot woot

This is my update.

And she still has nice jugs, real or fake.

Current mood: chipper

Saturday, May 22, 2004

5:06PM - Oh

Oh Angel, my angel, where have you gone?

Death to Spike. I hope the dragon eats him whole.

Lindsey Lohan has nice jugs.

Thursday, April 1, 2004

12:21AM - I am gay

Merry April Fools Day, yo.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004


Grrrrrrrrrrrrreat, the season of Angel that I start watching, damndumbass WB decides to cancel it.

Grr argh.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

7:25PM - How 'bout a real entry?

Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, what am I supposed to write about?

I guess I'll break down the areas of my life:

My mom got married to asshole David (remember him?) and is now pregnant. It's super weird, first off just the thought of her having sex (shudder) and the thought of a 19 year gap between my future sister/brother. I always thought I was gonna be my mom's only child... Shut up, I'm not jealous.

I'm not in it. The end.

Friends are cool. I'm hanging out with a more friendlier and less-juvenile delinquent crowd. Good bunch. I live with most of them. the high school people, I talk to them every now and then. I go to all the little reunion shits they invite me to. Good to see old faces.

Ah damn, why do we have to talk about this? No girlfriend, that's it.

I'm always rethinking my life and all that's happened. It's weird, like I get all serious and profound thoughts invade my mind. I'd like to think I'm on the right road and that I'm getting somewhere, doing something. am i? i really hope so, i do.

damn this is a long entry, too long. it may be longer than all of the past year combined. anyway, i gotta get going to this new year's bash and get wasted (Spare me the lecture, Kaaaaaaay).

I'm out, later.

Current mood: good

Monday, December 29, 2003

12:03AM - ...

So I'm back.

Hello, love.

Kaaaaaaaaaay? RoTK rocked.

Current mood: okay

Friday, October 10, 2003

4:00PM - Hi

See, I update!

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

12:13PM - Dream

I had a dream that things were normal and that I was fine.

Fuckin dreams.

Hey Kaaaaaaaaaaay

Monday, May 5, 2003

12:10AM - Real

Okay, J is going to do something weird now. He's going to write a real entry.

How has my life been? Do you really want the dirty details of this manic rollercoaster? Eh. Right now I'm doing all the graduation, senior-yayness crap that I've somehow gotten sucked into. Post high school is still unknown and I won't know until I get there.

Love? I've been alone for awhile and it should stay like that.

Friends? Cut down on some, and now have a close knit group of true ones.

Family? Stable yet awkward with my mom. Tension here and there but we ease through it like cowards, trying to avoid it.

So there's your update world. Don't read it. Too late.

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

3:41PM - Aaaahhh screw it

I say I'll update often, never do. This shit is dead. Heh. but yeah 4 more epis, tonight is number 4, yikeys. jason needs to go cry a river. Okay, late.

Kaaaaaaaay what's your email address for the phone number shit?

Monday, March 3, 2003

9:29PM - Pop!

Its me popping in again wuth nothing to write about! Only six more BUFFY epis to go :(

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

10:25PM - In and Out

This kid keeps poppin in and out, here and there .... how to get in touch with me? I have no idea. IM me

Monday, December 9, 2002

1:11PM - The Bitch is Back

Or so says Elton John. Actually, I've never listened to that song before.

So yeah, this is me. I wasn't here for awhile, stuff happens and yeah drama is never good. And for the .00001 that reads this shit, I doubt they want to be bored.

(Oh yeah Kaaaaaaaaay, I guess I still do have a diary somewhere)

Monday, October 21, 2002

11:05PM - Down

You think you know, but you don't.

20 20 24 hours to go...I wanna be se-dead

Friday, October 11, 2002

12:46AM - Dirty

Had sex. Somewhat with a stranger and i felt dirty afterwards. took a shower. i'm a sad person.

Current mood: amused

Tuesday, October 8, 2002

12:54AM - Candles...Good

I went to a candle shop today with Esmie and Julian and we started getting high off of scented candles (if possible) It was olfactory heaven man...

Stay away from the food-but-not-fruits-smelling candles like caramel or brownies...just plain ole nasty. I recommend the orange, kiwi pear or coconut. You really get the munchies after wiffin in some many great fragrances.

Wow, I wrote a whole entry on that.

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